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LAZAR's avatar

It really feels inspiring and admiring to read your work, really loved it.🤝

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iL.'s avatar

thanks so much, Lazar– so glad to hear that! Looking forward to more of your posts as well :)

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Will Boucher's avatar

This was so great. I was struck by "I’ve held off surrendering to the moment in return for anxious alertness I deem vital to securing my goal. It’s like visiting a party and remaining strung up— waiting for your boss to walk through the door to give you a hard time, but he never comes. You miss everything by sorry anticipation."

I feel like I've missed so much because of my "sorry anticipation." The image is so simple but so visceral to me.

Also, thanks for the shout out :)

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iL.'s avatar

me too! it can be such a debilitating feeling, but I think noticing it is the first step to overcoming it. thanks for reading, Will, and it's my pleasure. I always feel madly inspired reading your work.

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Puchi's avatar

I really liked this! I love reading about what you’ve been up to and what you’re reading too! 🖤

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iL.'s avatar

thank you puchiiiii, appreciate you sm

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Maria Sanz Esteve's avatar

wonderful... as usual

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iL.'s avatar

thank you Maria! so much love <3

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Ben Worrall's avatar

Brilliant essay. I've also noticed this distinction between being and doing. Sadly, I'm doing most of the time. But you're right, being seems to be where unconditional happiness resides.

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iL.'s avatar

thank you Laylaaaa !

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